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[February 2nd, 2005|08:22 pm] |
Okay, I'm warning you that this is an entry about my diet and why I suck, and I don't expect any comments because I know it's boring, and that's okay.
I have no freaking self-control. I'll be doing fine- really, just fine, right on target for the day, and then I'll just..I don't know. It's like "If I eat this really fast it doesn't count!" But it's not a competition for Christ's sake, what a fucked up mindset. I have to be honest with myself.
Like tonight, we had clam chowder in a bread bowl, which I love, so I had an apple for a snack, and if I'd just had the chowder and bread bowl, I'd be fine. But after dinner - like, five freaking minutes after dinner - I have a couple of ice cream sandwiches and some cookies. And now I'm screwed over for the night. And I just don't ever remember that how nice that sandwich might taste, Jesus, it is not as good as it would feel to not hate my appearance 24/7. It'd be nice to wear a skirt and not freak out the whole time. I'm too tired to work out tonight and I've got homework, but I'm just so fucking tired of looking around at skinny people, getting SOCLOSE, and just letting myself go at the end. I just can't get it right. |
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[February 2nd, 2005|10:34 pm] |
GODdrivesaTAXI: i busted it out in my room today
GODdrivesaTAXI: i danced around like a fool
PunkOSaurusX: why??
GODdrivesaTAXI: because i like dancing!
PunkOSaurusX: so do i
PunkOSaurusX: but i dont dance everywhere
PunkOSaurusX: i dance in the quad
PunkOSaurusX: and infrom of my classrooms
PunkOSaurusX: and people look at me funny
PunkOSaurusX: but do i give?, no
PunkOSaurusX: they just all think im gay
PunkOSaurusX: do u think im gay?
GODdrivesaTAXI: hahaha
GODdrivesaTAXI: no
PunkOSaurusX: yay
PunkOSaurusX: 1 point for me
GODdrivesaTAXI: .....i think at one point or another, every guy friend i have has asked me if other people think he is gay.
GODdrivesaTAXI: this worries me.
PunkOSaurusX: ah!
PunkOSaurusX: you turn guys gay
GODdrivesaTAXI: :-/
PunkOSaurusX: lol!
PunkOSaurusX: u witch
GODdrivesaTAXI: *smiles winningly*
GODdrivesaTAXI: we all have our talents!
PunkOSaurusX: thats bad
PunkOSaurusX: wait
PunkOSaurusX: if you do that
PunkOSaurusX: turning guys gay
GODdrivesaTAXI: ......... i don't get any?
PunkOSaurusX: then u won't have any guys for yourself
PunkOSaurusX: yes
GODdrivesaTAXI: I KNOW, THANKS.
PunkOSaurusX: exactly
PunkOSaurusX: so u should cut back on your magic
GODdrivesaTAXI: yeah. i'll get right on that.
PunkOSaurusX: or there will be none of u guys around for you
GODdrivesaTAXI: your logic is impeccable.
PunkOSaurusX: but it is correct no?
GODdrivesaTAXI: yes.
GODdrivesaTAXI: hahahahahaha |
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